Because i know if i get a "busier" job i wont feel too redundant and therefore wont feel so bad anymore (i hope).
DH travelled yesterday, so hopefully when he gets back i'll be slimmer, happier and ready to start cooking him nice meals again. Did i mention that because i have been sad/ bored i havent been cooking anything special. I made a big pot of stew and small soup and we have been doing yam, rice, pasta and stew over and over again. Am a good wife but i guess i had reached my boiling point. Please i have noted don't worry or chill advice i have heard enough already, thanks. Am just trying to write thats all.
And DH would be refreshed and bring back lots of pressies as always. Awww i missed him yesterday night already, it's funny how you get used to lieing next to someone everyday of your life. But on a lighter note there shall be no form of cooking by me for 2 weeks, am on home duties vacation wow! And lets hope the weight goes off.
Am off to hang out with my mother in-law on friday, that's the burial date, tanx to me listening to advice for once. So hopefully i'll come back refreshed and ready to start work. I am seriously thinking of resigning, seriously. Cos am of the school that believes that no one deserves to be unhappy and i cut off things that make me that way.
Anyway am skipping work tomorrow, i don't care if am the last man standing, that's just not my business anymore. As a christian i feel guilty that i use my firms resources to job hunt everyday. So lets say am staying away and that's the only thing i feel guilty about anyway.
I will come back with jist from the ancient city am visiting, for now wish me well.